Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Hey ppl! I still don’t understand why you guys don’t want to let us know the username n password!! Why! Hahas. I just read df’s post… then I felt like blogging too! Hahas. Like what I said before.. im not good at words. And I gt difficulty in conveying my message to you all if I were to say it in front of all of you… so I think it’s better to say it here I guess… (:

Lam danfong! I never knew I would have the chance to work with you. Hahas. Seriously im quite worried at first… cos I thought you would be quite fierce… and u noe.. im always scared of u.. lol. Okies.

First few paiju was okay… I always hoped to bond the whole ju tgt and I thought we really could but I guessed… we failed so badly. when we heard from ppl abt the negative comments. Seriously… I thought im such a lousy daoyan that I cant even bring the ju tgt… it’s like seeing how other ju can bond so well and u cldnt.. that kind of feeling was… /:

For that period of time, I admit I dreaded paiju. Though me n df tried to have some new ways of pai-ing u all… I think they don’t really work well I guessed. I gt tired of paiju for that period of time… im sorry.

Remember once we had paiju at the void deck. Then we had lunch tgt… I dunno why.. but the lunch was weird.. I thought me n df were so separated from u all that we have to sit separately at the bus-stop while waiting for bus 265. maybe it wasn’t meant to be like that. Ahahas. I dunno…. Just felt a bit lost at that moment and hoping we didn’t have ju lunch at all.

It was until the first sharing session we had at the chess area.. when everything was poured out. I never knew sharing session can actually be that effective. Cos I always thought sharing session is very heart-breaking… well… from that day onwards.. I look forward to paiju so much! And I started to dread studies.. hahahs…

June holidays with all of you was enjoyable. Although sometimes me n df will lian chou chou… but i think it’s all the stress that is building up in us as time went by and qihang drew near. im sorry for that…
I had to admit… like what df said… im don’t bond that easily too… at first I was quite worried while pai-ing wendy maple n chuwen… cos I always thought I cant bond well enough with u all… xuezhen is still okay.. since I crapped with her during the dramabox thing… and min’er is an easily-bond person…. Hahas… but I came to realize u guys are so lovable!! Im serious ok! MAPLE CHUWEN WENDY XUEZHEN MIN’ER! I WILL DEFINITELY MISS PAIJU WITH ALL OF YOU.

Okies. Danfong! You know what! I never knew u are so emotional! Hahas. Working with you was really a good experience. Sometimes while deciding over something… we have different views.. den there wld be an awkward silence.. and suddenly tada! One of us wld start giving in. hahas… that was good. Im really scared we wld quarrel…. But we never did… (: at times I see u cry becos of the ju.. I felt really helpless… other than offering my help and comforting you .. I seriously dunno what I can do alr… sorry. Sorry for my absence during some paiju… cos I need to go for pei’s ju. I don’t wish to leave you alone for paiju… but yet.. I promised pei.. and I don’t wish to make her wei nan too… and yes. I learnt a lot from you too.. I learnt how to be strong.. I dunno why… but I think this qihang… im quite jian qiang eh! Or else u will sure see me cry very often alr.. hahas! : D
The night in ur bedroom was enjoyable… THOUGH TIRING! Hahas. One day I will go there SLEEP! (: thanks a lot!

Lastly to all yanyuans. Thanks a lot for these 3 months. The tears and laughters… I wld surely remember. Thanks a lot for the presents.. but I guessed you guys don’t have to spend that much money.. the breakfast, the powerpoint, and this blog.. are alr enough to touch our hearts. Thanks for the commitment. Thanks for all the lame things you all did to make us laugh.. eg. The red star award thing.. HAHA!! I never knew all of u were so emotional.. wendy included.. ( always cry when pei yang-ing qing xu ) yepp. I even gt a shock when maple cry. Hahas!! But yes.. from a not so close pingan.. till now.. the bonded pingan.. I believed each and everyone of us had learnt a lot of things from each other…. Remember… learn to put things down at the right time and learn to be serious when you are supposed too. Last but no least, be enthu in everything you do.

Me and danfong would be back to visit all of you! We look forward to a nice xubie ok? (:
Take care pingan :D

AUTHOR: kemin (p.s. she forgot to sign off)
Put up by: maple/MARY

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